Goodbye 2021

Haven’t written in a while (I told you guys I’m a night owl), but as I was sitting here in tears with “I did it my way” by Frank Sinatra on repeat, and unable to close my eyes, I decided to share with you guys before we all say goodbye to 2021 and welcome 2022. I am super emotional right now, but they are mixed emotions. First of all, I want to thank all who have taken time out of your lives to read, and those who have shared such beautiful words with me throughout this year (you guys have no idea how important this blog is to me) how hard it is to find those willing to support a small town girl’s dream as a writer. I am so grateful for God allowing us to see another year, especially with everything that is going on right now in the world. Don’t take it for granted guys, take time out before whatever you have planned to thank God, because so many took their last breath in 2020. I miss my father dearly, but I can also envision him telling me that life is for the living, he was always so optimistic, always willing to try whatever he came up with (win or lose). I know I have to be grateful about the positive and meaningful moments. I met my father at the age of 12, but some never get to. It was never easy, because he wasn’t easy, but I am grateful that although it took a lot, and a lot of years, I was able to experience the moments when my father took the time to truly meet me (the woman inside) and whenever I hit any doubts try to cloud anything I come up with, I will remember his words, stay true to me, embrace my reality, and build from there. I share this part for those who had to say goodbye to a loved one in 2021. However, I thank God for my family, a lot of my tears are also tears of joy, giving myself a pat on the back for my strength and determination during 2021, and I suggest you all take the time to reflect on the good, the positive moments. I wholeheartedly wish you all peace and joy alongside your loved ones (hold them tight) with good food and lots of laughter. God Bless.