Give Yourself A Break…

I be on a mission guys (which is naturally my drive), once I know the end-goal I truly am unstoppable. I am a rare type of hundred miles per hour, because I also pay attention to detail, and somewhere in my madness (I stop to make sure), and then it’s back to the races. Having multiple goals ignites me, it gets my adrenaline going, and I am wholeheartedly passionate about every single thing I try/do, but this morning it wasn’t so much about not having the physical energy (my soul protested), and no matter how much I tried, I just couldn’t go against my soul. See, I can push forward through exhaustion, but I can’t push forward through feeling uninspired. My body runs on feeling inspired, which births motivation, which creates a positive monster, but in the end I had not just ask my soul, but listen to it, and the answer is so old, yet, so real guys. For starters I am a poet, a writer, and my soul needs time to unleash whatever feelings, hidden thoughts, and experiences it has been holding back inside. The other (as I chuckle) I am also just a regular girl who needed a day to listen to music, shed a tear or two, reminisce, talk shit to those other bitches inside, and even blog. I needed to walk around my home without a care in the world, leave those few dishes in the sink for tomorrow, stare in the mirror, talk to my love handles and ask them to please leave, not obsess about my homework and projects, remind myself “you are doing great Betty”, you are doing all you possibly can, but NOT TODAY! Today I took a break from all, and when I’m done typing I am going to binge on dumb stuff in You tube, maybe even a chick flick (why not) “You’ve got mail”, is such a good oldie, and my go to. Anyhow, making time for you guys is also my therapy and relaxation, so if you’re reading and shit feels out of wack (take a break), re-charge, re-group, re-inspire the soul. God Bless.