Time Is Precious

Thinking back, I wasted a lot of time in my life. I mean, I’m not complaining, along with trials and tribulations, there was a lot of laughter involved. The only time gone forever that I regret, is the time spent in depression/doubt/meaningless isolation, being so hard on myself, forgetting that I am only human, forgetting to embrace my flaws. Life is a journey, in which we each get to celebrate the day it all started with no clue at all on when we will physically expire. I’m sure that if anyone had a second opportunity to exist again, they would probably smile, risk, aspire, love, forgive more, and the bucket list can go on and on. I have also noticed, that it is not just about the amount of time you are blessed with on earth, but what you dared to do while you were here, the people you touched with your words, selfless acts, dreams, artistry etc.. Some grow old and gray carrying that same bucket list around, and others, although it feels like they left us too soon, maybe “just maybe” they were able to find, pursue, and execute their true purpose. Only God knows “God is always in control”. Heartbroken and in deep thought, I will smile, risk, aspire, love, forgive more, because time is truly precious, and shouldn’t be taken for granted. Today I dedicate my blog to someone gone too soon, but in his time here, from the day we met, he never changed, always genuinely smiled, took aspiring risks, showed love, kept it 100, and would give you the shirt off his back, Rest in Peace my brother/wutang4eva.