Humbled

I walked into my internship today. This is the last class before I am Certified to work with individuals suffering with Mental Illness & Addiction, which I completely identify with. This is why I go so hard to spread the vibe of self-love & the healing of body/mind/soul. Oh the many times I have found myself deep in that black hole of depression/isolation, and how hard it is to crawl out. Oh the hard eyeopening reality, when I realized that for years I had been masking & numbing my pain. The worst are those who are no longer here with us, who struggled in silence. I walked in as a student/author/business-woman, but by the time I sat to participate in the meeting & endured the rawness of life that was being shared, I was just another human being, feeling their pain, thinking about my own struggles & shared my gratitude for being PRESENT! not just for being there physically, but so thankful to God for being PRESENT in my life/reality/emotions, period. I needed that meeting more than them. I can get so caught up in my goals & dreams, and that’s beautiful, but I can never forget, that I learned the hard way in life, that I rather be broke, than to feel lost. I walked out so emotional, with an understanding that only God can put in ones heart (my true purpose). why I decided to educate myself more in this field. I wanted to heal to the best of my ability, so that I can help others heal. I am for the broken, because I know how that feels, and by the grace of God, I’m sitting down right now sharing this with the world, without shame, because it is my duty, as I work on a meaningful legacy & worthiness of the blessings God has set aside for me, and my blood-line. I share hoping that my words are exactly what another beautiful soul needed to hear. God Bless.