Life isn’t fair…so I guess death shouldn’t be either, but what about the ones grieving? Doesn’t one have the right to say goodbye, even just, to the vessel used, to be part of your life, if it means that much. Shouldn’t anyone else respectfully back up, and allow a child say goodbye as many times possible? what kind of heart blocks healing even as you watch them bleeding? What reason can hold more weight, than giving another human being a piece of mind, knowing what that type of pain feels like? Breathing becomes a mission, the knife was dug deeper, kicking someone when they are down, how do you think the universe is going to bring this back around? I know from experience, nothing is left untold, there’s no hiding from God. Everything done in the dark, you know the rest, and when my tears are old, yours will have just began, and not by my doing, I’m broken, still trying to shake this toxic, revolting situation, which may take me years, I might never be able to think about this moment without the instant frowning slowly, gasping for air, traumatized, wondering, why? fearing the anger inside the soul, questioning your spirit, but life isn’t fair…so I guess death shouldn’t be either.
Everyone grieves in their own way…there is no time frame given or suggestive advice that can make a person forget. However acceptance and embrace are some of the traits I learned throughout the years which have helped me overcome many trials and tribulations. It is sometimes easier to bask in the pain and the chaos it inflicts on our lives. Why? Because its the easy thing to do. It can make us stagnant, irritable, and extremely discontent. The self isolation also brings us to that hole we so long to hide in. For me the hardest thing to do was to show growth, perseverance, and persistence on whether ill let something shake me or break me. We can never be fully ready for what life has to throw our way, however we can be armed with the ammunition needed to overcome said obstacles. I live my life now on faith not fear.. fear stops you and Faith moves you. Embracing the good times and bad and using it as a motivator, will make you strong than you ever thought possible. So not telling you to forget because thats not the point but to embrace inevitablity as an outcome and accept that God is always doing for you…love you sis
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awe, very true lil bro…love you too…
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