By now it seems planned
Around this time of year…
And yet…I always catch on late
Despite, the facial expressions… they make
I am already lost in a different time…
Not realizing my own actions
Recurring gives it away…
I’m feeling irreparably empty inside
The reasons… with the power to hit pause in my life
The heat that drastically reminds my soul
It was on the month of July
My heart broke twice
So Fall and Winter are more important
Than they think…
I spend it patching up
Hoping to end the year at peace
Or at least find the place
I created to escape the memories
I guess it will never truly be
Truth shows up when it pleases
I cannot hide my tears
In this season…
By: Beatriz Velez
Bizzy B. 
Sending lots of love and prayers your way.
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Thanks sista
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I feel your pain. Some of us wish we had that Pause switch to stop time momentarily. Because some things are hard to forget . Twice the pain is even worse. I pray for you in your time of grief and lend a shoulder if needed to help you escape. I ask God to give you the strength to make it through the storm. Sorry for your loss. God bless you all ⚘🙏❤
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Thanks mijo, I took it to God “it was the only and best way”, but thank you so much for those beautiful words, you put a smile on my face today, love you.
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